my thoughts on twenty'eleven.

if you had asked me in January what i thought the future had for 2011 eleven i probably would have been so hyped so ready to go.

like.. i think that's when my spiritual life was at its peak, like i was handling things like possible future relationships seriously (like i was a big woman) &everything was bliss.

couple of months down the line obviously, things kinda changed in a funny way, lool. cause i would have never seen some of the events happening, but tbh 2011 had a theme: Complacency.

we're in December and i think i have learnt alot, obvi im blessed for living through another year, i mean the amount of people that entered the new year, &are not here to see the end is ridiculous.

i've learnt a couple of things;

one. - dont deal all your cards at once.

i'm known to have a hard exterior but this year i let that down. a lot. TOO MUCH even. i never did that cause i think it shows vulnerability blahblah, but seriously, especially if you're a young-ish girl, it can backfire or not always go the way you planned, &then it becomes hard for you to take back things you've said, or the actions you carried out.

two. - everybody has their personal battles.

2011 has definitely opened my eyes to the problems that even my closest of friends encounter. like no one is susceptible to trials&tribulations. my problem isnt bigger than then next persons issue, so i have learnt to be so much more sympathetic towards people.

three. - people like to assume.

this is self explanatory. people have assumed things about my character, about the level they are on with me, people get WAY TOO comfortable with me, and me being a tolerable person, i just sit back and say nothing. MAATEE. not anymore i'm tired of people trying to get close to me in a short space of time&ASSUME (key word here) that i'm cool when they mock me publicly.. &they still expect me to laugh *major sideye*

four. - I AM SO #CASJ

im such a calm person maan. i have also been exposed to the dangers of 'female behaviour/thinking' and how irritating it is, &how the company of guys is so much more #CALM. it is not also a good look though, but, hey.

fifth. - the power of testimonies.

TESTIMONIES ARE SO POWERFUL. & when you see the power of God working in other peoples lives, its just so amazing, mkes you yearn for an experience too. sometimes you get caught up in the emotion of it all, but seriously when you allow the Holy Spirit to use you.. hmm 'big tings ah gwaaarrn' (ha ha ha)

anyways peace, love&hairgrease to 2011 ! *throws hat up in the air*

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the A word.

the A word.

ABORTION.

yes yes yes, this very word has caused so much controversy, its unbelievable.

personally i think its WRONG.

mainly because of my Christian values, but also before of my ethical values as well. i mean yuu could argue and say its not a fully formed baby yet reh teh teh..

butt if yuu grow a plant and it growingg and yuu can only see the shoot growingg, does that mean its not a plant?

precisely.

just becausee, the child or whatever yuu wanna call it has not grown a heart and lungs etc etc, doesnt make it less human that the rest of us.

if i went round stamping on every growingg thing in the soil, because it was "in the way" i would eventually die of no oxygen supply. abortingg babies all the time, will eventually have an effect, i dont know how but every choice we make now, does not only make a difference for today but for the rest of our livess.

yuu may argue and say, "but hey, what if i was raped?"

well, it wasnt the baby's fault yuu were rapedd. fair enough it's a horrible experience yuu never want to remember, but if yuu cant bare looking at the baby every day.. give it up for adoption. there are plenty of willing couples waiting at any opportunity to have a child they can call their own.

oh, but what annoys me alot is when parents find out there's a chance that thier child could be disabled. and then they abort it.

i meann .. what? like seriouslyy.

to me this reminds me of Hitler and the "perfect race" wheere he killed all the disabled people. disabled people are no less human than we, and are usually extremely loving. like if yuu can't bear the stress etc etc, like i said before, give the child up.

firstly, if yur getting an abortion beecause "oh the condom split" let me remind yuu. if yur not responsible enough or rich enough, or earning enough for yurself yet, for yuu to be having an abortion. really, ideally yuu shouldn't be sleeping with... anybody.

abortions are really really horrible thingss, like i've seen fotos of aborted babies and its just putrid.

when yuu see a child playing and growing into its full potential, why would yuu basically get rid of something beautiful as that, especially if that was yur own flesh and blood?

*sighhh. not to mention it can also ruin yur chances of having children when yur olderr.

REMEMBER: choices yuu make today will also bare for consequence for yur future♥