yeah Health services.. yur really not helping.

so i was thinking about this word once again.

ABSTINENCE. yup, thats how small the word means in our daily lives.

you know, saving "certain" things till yuu get married. like i talked aboutt in one of the blogs down there.

but i was on the fone to my friend and the topic came up again, and was just thinking.

"the NHS are really not helping the situation"

instead of sayingg, "do yuu know what, at LEAST save it till yur a bit older"

its, "aah, yuu've had sex eh? have a "FREE CONDOM"

" have THE PILL"

" don't wan't it? its okay have an ABORTION"

whatt is going on here?! i mean health services complain about the amount of teenage pregnancies increasing, yada yada, so what do they do about it? they encourage it even more.

the government even have AN AGE as to when you can have intercourse, but then they contradict themselves by giving out free condoms, and lipping.. condom cards!? c'mon now, what sort of nonentity is thatt.

losingg 'the bigg one'

beat, smash, lash, screw, 'tapping thatt ass' whatever yuu want to call it, people our age just are at it more than everr. and for what reason? its beyond me. everyone seems to be aimlessly doing it, or maybe some people do have an aim, who knowss? but sitting in class listening to guys and girlss who have slept with chloe, breanna , shaniqua, ray-j and 'Don stitch/and or plaster' (har har) trying to mind yur business when,

'' hey guuuurll who have yuu slept with?''

''erm.. no one''

''whaaaaaaaaaaa-?!''

'' im a VIRGIN''

*shock, horror, music stopss, jaws drop, birds diee*

i mean wtd? why is it so much of a shock? its like 'naaaaaaaaah i can't do that, that takes the mick , i couldnt survive''

¬_¬ -_________-

well how have yuu been surviving the rest of yur twelve yearss on this earth without engaging in intercourse. c'mon now lets not be silly.

now, if someone would kindly approach me and tell me a valid reason for sleeping with someone at this age. anyone? anybody? no? okayy.

precisely. i mean, dont give those eyes, thinking im a mad woman because i havent slept with anyone, or haven't gone 'this far' with anyone. what is my business between sheets, when i should be between my books, trying to please my mother and God? at the end of the day, yuu could say it comes down to self worth. or lack of.

im not trying to say that everyone who has slept with someone at this age is a sket/slag/whore, watevss, all im trying to say that at the end of the day what could yuu possibly gain, right now at this age? lemme tell yuu.

1. a baby

2. an STD

3. and probably a form of short lived pleasure.

boys nowadayss, just sleep with girls to get ratingss from thierr friendss. '' ahh fam, i beat chelsea yesterdayy, reh teh teh'' and then his boys , idk what they do, applaud him or somethinggg. with girlss, its either ''oh yur a sket, yur nasty'' or ''OMG! REALLY!? aah he's buff, easssssssyy''

NO. JUSTT NO. STOP IT RIGHT NOW.

if yuu could understand the emotional tension yuu put yur mind through everytime yuu sleep with a boy/girl and yur leaving a piece of yurself with each person. maybe not so much boys but girls yess. especially if the girl is seeking for 'true love' and she thinks she'll find it in sex, so she is never satified and keeps on going from guy to guy. thats one mentally damagedd chickk right there.

then there's this whole issues of 'beat and delete' , 'lash and dash' , 'use and abuse' . yani, would he/shhe be able to do this if yuu were reading yur bookss. no, no, no,no.

i mean im not condemingg, im disaprovingg. lets think about thiss shall weee;

yur married, to the person who yuu think is yur one and only, soulmate, watever.

he's still virginal as are yuu. its very special because he'll be the first and last yuu lose it too, and yuu know he wont have any STDs, because he slept with ten other women last week, meaning yuu also wouldnt have slept with them, and thier disease. yuu have a baby, so whatt? yur married there's no real issuess, no embarrasment or dissapointmentt. perfecto.

now picture this;

yur fifteen yuu slept with , idk , 'Devontae' now yur preggers..

he ran away and denied being yur baby daddy, yur mum kicked yuu out, yur friends arent really yur friendss and now yur alone not knowing what to do? worst case senario. unless yuu abort the beautiful baby, which is another blog all togetherr.

i was watchingg 'The House Bunny' the other day, and the girl announced (well she whispered) how she was a virgin. so her firends organised this whole orgy party so she could loose it 'as soon as possible' i mean WHYYYYYYYYYY???!!

but yeahh, there is NO rush, NO urgency. just be a fifteen year old and do what fifteen year olds are meant to do. cause yur virginity isnt something yuu can find at lost property. ati, when its gone, its GONEE. (physically anywayss) then yuu may end up regretting it, like i know many people do.

so yeahh, ask me 'are yuu virginal' and i'll answer 'yayyerr, im still a proud holder of my v-card'

last notee; 1 corinthians 7;2, 1 corinthians 6;13 & 1 Thessalonians 4;3-4

fuuun, fun , fun ♥

went to a concert tonightt; twas goooood mann. and on another note, my christian life needs to get beetter. like i dont understand the more my yearning for God, it seems the distant i becomee. i neeed helppppppppp -_- x

sizes, sizes, sizes.

where did this whole ' size zero, is the perfect size for ever woman'? i mean im not very curvy myself but i'd loooove love love ♥ to have curves. so when i see beautifully curvy girls/women trying to loose what they mama's gave theeem.

<--- i mean look at her. in my eyes she iss b-e-a-utifull man, who's to say curves is ugly? as long as yur healthy and yu've gained those curves, due to a good diet, why should yuu aim to starve yurself, to look like those skinny people, that even they, are not secure about themselves?
this woman here. i dont comprehend, cause like why would yuu wanna look like this. yur surviving on a cracker and a glass of water a day, to get this certain 'look'. it's also encouraging the black community to follow. i mean we was BORN with curvess. thats how God made us. whyy, whu, oh why change that. i for one love food, so if any magazine came to tell me that to be size six is the one i would just tell them they're joking. so what? i should through all my well earnt food in the bin to look like a supermodel for who? the fifteen year old boy that is chasing me to marry him? KMT. media has distorted every view of a persons well being, appearance and even how to act in relationships. methinks, itss time people start using common sense to decide whether what they're being fed, is logical in any way.
i meannn WHY. what was wrong with her beforee? and even now, she is still considered ''FAT''.